I
Raindrops fall from the sky
As I see tears washing away
Without a care
The emptyness pierces through
I am just a fade
A shadow
I strain
And I go under
What will become of me
All will be forgiven
Since I will never know
This is my time
Accepting what has always been
I am finally free
II
Destitute
I drown
In my hope suicide
How long I've waited here for you
In my subconscious mess
Please take this feeling away
Devoid of my thoughts
This is where I want to be
Manipulated and torn
I am only left
With the scars of my imperfections
I laugh at the thought of knowing you
A distant memory
A dream
Fast fading away
In my heart and in my mind
The darkness is the only comfort that hugs me
III
Sometimes I awake
Feeling this is a path I have taken before
But these are not tears of sorrow
But of happiness
To finally see your face
To hold you in my arms
Look into your eyes
To see you for the first time
Perfect
We only hope to raise you well
That you will take what is the best from both of us
And become an even better person than what we are
Even though there is worry in my heart
I know you will
As I know when we reach the end of our path
We will look back and see
That everything has fallen into place
As it was all meant to be
Our family
IV
Soon we will finally see the light
Don't be afraid
To hurt
And to be vulnerable
It is always a leap of faith
Believe and never give up hope
Because sometimes if you're very lucky
Love will find you
V
Where has the time gone as you change in front of others' eyes
To me you are the same sweet, happy son from 2 months ago
Yet you are growing too fast
I want to cherish these moments as slow as possible
But time does not stop for those who have waited so long
Now you are walking, learning so quickly, and looking more like a little man every day
Trusting us unconditionally now and hoping that you will know we will always be there for you
I hope I am doing everything right
Fearing to damage you in anyway
I will try my best and do everything I can to make you a great man I know you will be
Feeling the worry that only a mother can
Where has the time gone as you change in front of others' eyes
To me you are the same sweet, happy son from 2 months ago
Yet you are growing too fast
I want to cherish these moments as slow as possible
But time does not stop for those who have waited so long
Now you are walking, learning so quickly, and looking more like a little man every day
Trusting us unconditionally now and hoping that you will know we will always be there for you
I hope I am doing everything right
Fearing to damage you in anyway
I will try my best and do everything I can to make you a great man I know you will be
Feeling the worry that only a mother can
